Toegther Forever

Happy one year baby. I love you.

Truth is..

Truth is, I miss you. I miss us. I miss talking on the phone every night. Hearing the words I love you roll of your tongue. Feeling your lips against mine, the moisture of the sweet taste. How they fit perfectly against mine. I miss waking up to you and you kissing me good night. Or even walks by the park. I miss the way that on my birthday you were the first thing I woke up to and we fed the baby ducks at the park. Do you miss me? If you wanted me you'd pick up the phone and call. How's college gonna be? Is it gonna be how we pictured it? Us living together, always being with each other. I hope it still happens. Bc I love you.

Being alone...

Well life is pretty tragic. Mom is away at business, my brother doesnt live with me, i found out i dont qualify for hope today, and im retaking the sat in a month. My life fucking sucks. Oh and to top it all off, weve been texting. WHY? i miss it so much to where it makes us texting feel like were sort of back together. why cant we be? bc im a heart breaker, two-faced bitch. Also, no one ever has time for me. Nobody wants to hang out with me and keep me company. All there is to do is cry, i hate crying. It ruins makeup. If you want to rescue repunzel from her awful tower, feel free. I'd love to be rescued.

Do you remember what happened here? Because I sure do.