Trust.

No one is going to have a perfect relationship. It is just not possible, and even if you say you have a perfect your relationship your just lying to yourself. In order to keep your relationship stable for the both of you, you have to trust the other person. If you don't than break up now. If you don't break up now, it will become really bad. Your shit might just be put into trash bags, and even kicked out of your own house. WHY? Jealousy is a bitch, why have it? If I am with you, why would I want to be with someone else? If I wanted to be with someone else but you, I wouldn't be with you period, but if you keep losing trust there will be no more us. I am leaving you for a week and hopefully it will give us a breather and I come back and we are good and relaxed. Although the last time I left to get a break, it made it even worse because I wasn't coming home. The whole reason for a vacation is to get out of town and away from the people in it. Just because I am leaving you for a while doesn't mean I am leaving you for good. Take it as an opportunity to fix any open wounds. Cause we are not perfect. Me and you are far from it. We fight ever fucking day and it vacuums the life out of me. I wish we just didn't have to do it, I don't want to fight with you. I want it to be just me and you on top of the world against it all. We would so win, we are a perfect team. Hell, were a perfect team now. I love you so much it hurts me. Cole Mitchell Quarles.