Money, just a reason to stop your dreams....

Money sucks, unless you have lots of it. Coming from a family who has to work their ass's off just to be able to put food on the table, it is kind of hard to be able to follow your dreams. All I want to do is to be able to go to school to get the degree that I want to pursue my life in. Is that so hard to ask for? Now I am most likely going to have to get loans and pay them off during my whole fucking life. Two years of photography, and two years of business? I don't know what the hell I am going to do, all I know is that I want to go to the art institute of Atlanta, and I am going to go there no matter what it takes. As we speak right, right now I only have forty dollars and eighteen cents in my bank account. That is NOTHING. Nobody is hiring in Augusta what so ever, so how the hell am I supposed to start saving up for anything that I need? You know about a half a year ago I had everything. I had money, a gas card that I could use whenever I needed gas, I actually had a car, a great life, and a future. I have no future without money....and my parents will only pay for so much. If only I was smart, than I could qualify for grants and scholarships, but hell no. I am definitely not smart. I am the dullest crayon in any crayon box. All I got to make any dream to come true is finding pennies on heads, smoking until I get to luckies, making wishes at 11:11, and praying. God loves me, hopefully he can help me out with my dreams.....