Do I miss you or do I miss what we had?

I think about how a guy should really treat a girl and the only person that comes to mind is you. I feel like I'm in love but am I in love with the wrong guy? He may seem perfect but maybe he isn't as good as he used to be. What me and you had was special. It was never wrong. There was not one bad moment of our relationship. Can you take me back? Can you ask me to be yours again? Because I truly miss you. I know what mistake I made and I promise to never ever make that mistake again. It sucks that I had to learn the hard way and may never get you back again, but I did learn. I learned that I love you, more than anyone I have ever loved before. I run. Running from things that scare me is what I do best. Fear of the commitment. Maybe I just need to stop and be committed. Not such a bad thing, right? No. Baby come back. Kiss me. Hold me. Tell me you love me. Laugh with me. Smile with me. Sing loud to the radio with me. I miss you, and I hope you miss me too.