Fucking sick to my stomach.

Why is it that everytime I go to your profile there is a new picture of you and that damn girl. I've thrown up because it makes me sick to my stomach. Why did I do what I did? I want you back so bad but I can't. Why can't you live in Augusta? Eight months needs to go by fast. Because I know if we were together on our own with no parents or any fuckers to fuck us up we could make it. We could've made it if it wasn't for my dumb fuck self. This might be my last blog because going on here all I see is you you you you. I don't wanna say why did I meet you because that would not be fair. I'm most definitely glad I met you. This happens to me everytime when I find someone that is a keeper. It just gets fucked up by someone..but what can yah do. I'm so sorry that this had to happen. But if you were smart, you would keep trying. Please. For me. I don't want to lose you just yet. Let me know you still care because right now your doing a terrible job of it. Why oh why do I have to miss you. I love you too much and thinking about you is a must in my agenda. As tears run down my face, the words I love you are typed so that you know I still care. Come to me.......